Back where we belong
So here we are. Back at the start. Back to who we were before leaving for this journey. Back to being the same. Again. Or are we ? The people which we meet, laughed with, cared for and loved are now slowly becoming memories. We love to say that every person who we met on this goddamn earth stays in our heart forever. What if this is entirely bullshit ? What if we end up anyway being goddamn alone and the attachment we felt for our friends was simply caused by selfish reasons (kill our boredom, fear of being alone, fear of change, etc...) ? What if all what we felt for them becomes forgotten or was just fake ? Can our love and affectation disappear within such a short period of time ? Our environment might change. Our circle of friends might change as well but we will eventually go back to getting stuck at our own self. Even with all the love and empathy the world contains, everyone will end up just being themselves and on their own. Hence the question: how to deal with the loss, deta