About life goals
Emotional maturity still seems very far away. I start wondering if having a plan or definite project would help. I'd love to discuss about it seriously but people are too proud or too fake to care I guess. Having a goal as a community would be easier, helping each other out. But in the meanwhile I have to face an existential decision by myself. If I had to assess myself, I would say I can care pretty much decently for another human being, let him/her talk, let him/her clarify her mind. But it seems like I cannot care for myself. Maybe it's a good thing that society somehow forces us to work so much so that we do not have to worry to much about how little we know about ourselves. So introspection is the key ? Meditate every day ? I have always seen meditation as a way to get rid (or at least dampen) our problems and worries. It does not give any solution. It brings us closer to the present moment and makes us appreciate it even more (instead of complaining like I am now =D). B...